Parenting Through Loss

Nothing will ever change the
fact that you made me a mom

Our babies may have been born silent into this world, but their little lives spoke volumes. This page is a testament to how one small, short-lived life had a great impact on the lives of her family and loved ones. Pregnancy loss is remarkably common but hardly spoken about.

Here I tell Baby H’s story. From conception, to birth and my journey forward with her. 

My Journey With Baby H

My greatest ambition in life was to be a mother. This is my journey with Baby H…

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Conceiving After Loss: The Urgent Need For A Baby

When we lost our daughter, our grief compelled us to begin trying for another baby as quickly as possible. It’s easy to misunderstand this need to become pregnant again as a desire to replace the baby we had lost. The reality was far more complex….

Holding Space For All My Babies

How complex motherhood and grief can be, when your attention is divided between your living and deceased children…

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Being Pregnant After A Miscarriage

Less than three months prior I had birthed then buried a small baby girl. Now I struggled regain a sense of forward momentum on the path we had taken for granted was already secured for us. The next positive pregnancy test was met with wonder and dulled happiness.  My mind was still reeling from the “what ifs” and trauma of the loss….